Well...I wrote that letter...I don't know if I said in the last post that I wanted to write my guy a letter, but if I didn't....well....I did. Want to, that is. And I did write it. I gave it to him...not yesterday, but the day before. Didn't see him yesterday...talked to him, though.
But check this out...
When I was over there the Saturday, so was her daughter, right? Well, her daughter is the most beautiful, sweet, fun kids I have ever known! She's 4 years old, and the most adorable thing ever! She has some energy, too! I help wear her out, though, so she can get some good sleep at night. Well, Saturday, we went shopping around and I helped occupy the child a lot. When we got back to their apartment, the daughter was still energized, and when anyone went out to smoke on the balcony, mostly when I went out there, she would come out, too. The first time, she wanted to see over the balcony like we did, so I hiked up my leg and let her sit on my knee. Then, she got heavy for me to do that a lot, seeing as there's nowhere to prop my foot, so I hiked the girl up to my shoulder! She could see everything, then! She was taller than we were!! ^_^
Then, when we were back inside, my seat was right by the door in this niiiiice chair of theirs, and the little girl and I would do this thing over and over where she ran to me, I caught her and hoisted her into the air, then she stood on my shoulders and propped up against the wall before taking my hands and freefalling onto my legs, then tossing her own legs over herself and landing on the floor upright...it was super fun! She loved it.
Let's just say, we had fun, the kid is energetic, and I helped wear her out again.
Sometime later that same night, while my girl friend's daughter was asleep, I found a ring on the microwave. Well, I'd seen it before, but now realizing it looked more like a piece of jewelry than anything else, I picked it up and tried it on to see if it fit any finger....the ONLY finger it fit comfortably on was my wedding ring finger, left hand. Got curious, so I asked about it. Girl friend said it's a ring, I remembered who gave it to her and everything, then showed her where it fit. She said "Oh, Keke, will you marry me?" and without missing a beat, I said "Yes, girl, I wuv you!!!" :oD
By the way, this guy I call my guy, the one who proposed to me using a ring of his that I unfortunately got lost (I'm not sure if it's on my myspace or not, but I was PISSED for a week straight, if not longer, about losing that!)....the one I really feel like I'm in love with, the one I said yes to when he proposed to me...the one I wrote the letter to...he was there.
He read my letter before I left, too...like, a couple hours before...and, I have to say that I admitted to a lot in that letter. I mean, we had done a L O T together, and if I'm not mistaken...by his responce to it, he remembers and still enjoys remembering what we had done. I didn't keep it all steamy, though...some of it was giving him respect for doing what he does and handling it all as well as he's letting on. Said about how I'd give almost anything to have him kiss my hand again, or kiss his cheek, or hug him even. He explained again, in less words and more friendly like I knew it already (because I did and still do) about how he's dealing with a lot still and went into more of what he's dealing with. I understood all of it and even voiced my opinion on some, which was the exact opinion he had...so he knows I'm on the same level he's on.
But the letter also mentioned how I think I'm wanting to tease him, too...and boy, did I ever. I saw some of the looks he was giving me...and if it were just the two of us...the house might have been rocking.
Anyway...
I'd keep fiddling with the ring, seeing as all it is is a band of white gold, smooth on every side...fiddled with it on my wedding ring finger, semi-close to my face. I took a silk tie that was just one untied piece and made a noose out of it, looping 7 times instead of 13 like I did with my mentor rope from college graduation. It's red...I thought it looked nice. The tie looked nice, too. I put it around my neck, let it dangle down over my chest, and let it be. The neat thing was, my shirt was a button up and the next button down from choking myself is positioned so that a little cleavage shows. Not too much, but some. And that silk tie hung right in the middle of that...it did cover the necklace, but I thought it was super hot. He knows how I like the whole idea of hands around my neck or a blade up to it or something that could choke me...I gets kinky like that. Shh.
So yeah, anyways...um...
Oh yeah...he tried telling me that this ring wasn't meant for me after I put it on and within 5 to 10 minutes, it sent out a huge, painful thump that felt like it cut my finger off. I took the ring off quick and exclaimed about it like "OW! SHYT that hurt!" He kept saying he was trying to warn me, but he never said anything. I let him hold it to see what was going on, and he said he was trying to take most of whatever that was in the ring...out of the ring. He gave it back and I put it on my middle finger...it did the same thing, only a lot weaker, but I still felt it. Then, I handed it to my girl friend, the one it was intended for...seeing as my guy was saying it was because the ring wasn't meant for me......she said she could clear it, so she took it and concentrated on it like he did, but in her own way. With her, I saw some energy flowing through her hand...like aura, per se. I told her I saw it flicker and she said it was her sending jolts of happy thoughts into the ring to banish the negative. She said that after she handed it back...it felt a lot better as soon as I touched it. But then, within about 10 minutes, it very lightly thumped again....like so light, it only felt like my finger was twitching...so I handed it back and she finished the deed.
We both mentioned how we think my guy doesn't realize how powerful she is. I mean, he's asking her to teach him...which should mean he does realize that...but oh well.
I don't even really realize I have it on, half the time.
OH!
My half-deaf friend, this guy who's like a brother to me...he mentioned sometime later that this ring would be perfect to propose to me with.
The dope actually SAID that out LOUD!
My girl friend didn't catch that, and my guy was all too quick to make sure she never did.
I'm not sure if that was the best thing to do or not.
Maybe he's thought about it since...not sure.
I thought about my girl friend asking for the ring back, then my guy giving it back to me on one knee. Boy, I've thought about that.
That would be so damn romantic.
^_^ Ahh....
Hopefully it's not only in my dreams...heh.
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