Opposite Sex

It's where a drag queen and a drag king get together and do the omega boogie!

HAAA I kid, I kid...

I don't understand guys anymore. I thought I kinda had an idea...

This thing with my man...it's just roiling behind my face...if I have to play this waiting game much longer, I think I'll explode!

I don't know what to think anymore. I talked to a guy friend of mine about it (we're extremely open in conversation, I love it) and he suggested that I not wait, just sit him down and talk it out. I told him that I'd already had a game plan in mind: I'll either a) wait for him to come back and talk until I can't stand it anymore (which will probably be about a week) and then start the talking, or b) just cork it and wait for him to come back and start talking. The way he does, he usually lets me in on what's going on. Mainly, the thing that gets me is the timing of him telling me we should pause it for a bit. I mean, I told him before I left that I was going to the potluck night, and that it's out in the middle of nowhere roughly an hour away from where I live, and it's on the side of a mountain with little to no reception. He knew all of this, yet he still neglects to tell me when a proper listening signal is available (meaning on the land line at my house).

My guy friend also suggested that maybe it's the fact that he was trying to interpret his own dreams, and seeing as he is always expecting the worst, perhaps his own pessimism will bite him in the ass and that would be the bad ending that he saw coming. I'm glad I have some intelligent friends...just wish we all lived closer.

I don't know, I just fixed my AOL profile and, seeing as I was already typing away, decided I want to get a little more off of my chest.

-sigh-

Anyone want to role play?
freewebs.com/jynx-da-ninjette
That's my RP name...well, that URL isn't my RP name, it leads you to it...look, if you RP, just trust me and check it out, ok?
I just...REALLY want to get out of my own head fairly soon. I want to let my subconscious work on this shyt so I don't stress myself out too much. One of the only ways I can think of to do that constructively is to write...but if I'm just spilling brain barf all over, it doesn't really help...so I need someone else to be for a while and another person to play with this someone else I submerge myself into. I have plenty of characters to play...I just need a playmate.

I can't think about either of my books too well right now...or else I would totally work on them. I can't really draw what I need to draw right now, either.

I feel like I'm a mess. I kinda look like a mess, to be honest. I'm gonna go lay down if no one will play with me.