Maaaaannnn....heh....

Talk about a major update. Where do I begin?

Oh, wait...I don't need to begin anywhere. He broke up with her! My guy broke up with my girl friend. Honestly...I don't know if I wanna stay friends with her.

According to him, she's talked shyt about me behind my back. According to me, I lost TONS of respect for her when she got together with him.
I also kinda lost a little bit for him...even though it didn't seem like it here. Just the fact that he thinks he needs to be with whoever he's staying with.
I asked him if he's ever heard of a room-mate without the mating part. You know, a roomie? Something like "Hey, I'm happy with who I'm with right now, I just need a place to stay. Can you help me out? I know you're her friend and all, and I'm really happy with her, I just need somewhere to stay for a while."
I asked him if he'd thought about that and he had no answer. NOTHING to say to it...well, he did say "Yeah, I understand..."
He said that a lot. Like one time when I said how much I hated seeing him with what was my best friend, he said he understands. I said "No, I don't think you do. Picture me getting with your best buddy and hanging all over him in front of you." THEN he understood....when the feeling is made personal.

Don't get me wrong, everyone thinks we're a cute couple, even people we'd never seen before, strangers in our eyes, think we're a cute couple or that we should be together or whatever. My own sister said she never thought we'd break up. I told her almost everything that happened with the break-up and all that, and she said she lost respect for him, too (she never liked the girl, though), but she gained back most of it when he broke up with the girl.
To be honest...I was there to pick my guy up from where he was and helped him move out of the girl's place. xD
Unfortunately, that leaves him moving back in with the ex he lived with when we went out. He pretends to like her, too.

I know some of you reading this now might have just said "Oh, shyt, dude's a playboy, girl. He's only out to play with womens' emotions, play with what he has to his advantage, and when something better comes along, he's gonna play that shyt out, too!" Or, at least, something like that. To be truthful, he's not. My sister is really good on pegging and marrying good couples. She got at least 4 couples I can think of together, and at least 1 or 2 of them are with child. She said we should get back together.
My mom hasn't liked 99.999999999999999999999999% of my boyfriends, and she actually liked this one.

I don't know. But I do know I still have strong feelings for him.
He said he ran some tests on me and I passed them all with flying colors.
Now it's my turn to test him.
I want -- no, need -- to know whether or not he's really capable of being really true and loyal to one woman. I mean, I know he doesn't do anything with the girl he's staying with. They both tell me this.

Heh. And, that sick and twisted pleasure I got from being between my guy and that girl friend...yeah. That's grown by like 20 times it's own size since I first recognized it...and that was when they started going out. Now it's huuuuuuuuuuuuge, and fun! We get to both torture her for what she's done to the both of us. Really, he opened the door to that hell house, but whatever. He gets to give her hell for treating him like scum and making him feel low and shyt, and I get to give her hell for treating him like scum and ignoring my simplest of wishes to NOT SEE THEM ALL OVER EACH OTHER IN FRONT OF ME! Not to mention the fact that she forced him to move too fast with her (they were "engaged" and planning a "hand-fasting" aka wiccan wedding ritual within the first month of living together) and was a hypocrite the entire time (saying she didn't want to do something one minute then turning around and inviting people over to do that very activity the next minute, and saying she wanted some alone time before inviting people over).

I could go on and on about the shyt that happened...it's okay, though. Me and my guy got together 3 times while he was "with" her...because (and I'm sorry if this is TMI for some of you, but...) she couldn't get him off like I can. She did absolutely NOTHING for her in the sexual arena. She was trying to play, but she was off in the stands somewhere trying to fight while I'm right next to him on the main floor battling it out.
I thought that was the best little tidbit of news from their relationship.
She even told him one time after trying and failing, that "[he] should probably get someone who can make [him] cum."
Bwaahahahahahaahaahaahaahaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway. I'm gonna end this here before I go on any further...because I only had 2 solid hours of sleep yesterday, then no more than maybe 30 minutes at a time after that. I stayed awake a loooottttt. SHE's actually the reason I got woken up from my solid slumber. She called me around 7:30ish AM after she woke up, and I hadn't gotten to bed until 5-something AM. It didn't really hit me until about 5-something AM (which is about 4 hours ago as I type this)...so I'm sorry if no one really followed this blog too well.

Sorry! ^_^